fuckity shit fuck
ugh so the bf thinks he might not be graduating until spring 11. i won’t know for sure until he talks to his advisor. if that’s the case i don’t know how much longer i can put my life on hold. i’ve already decided not to do anything from may-december of next year just so i can work and hopefully save money while i wait for him to finish school. but if he still has to do another semester i’m kind of fucked. i already think it’s a little ridiculous to wait until january 2011 to start school again and still not have my life together.
then again i could always start fidm next october to get a head start which begs the question where the fuck am i going to live from march-october? i could live in my friend’s garage, but that would only be until the end of summer. then where do i go from august-october.
fuuuuuck why the fuck does this have to be so god damn complicated.
