Alison Rose


dissociative identity

My uncle should probably be getting back to me today/tomorrow about whether he will or won’t cosign. I feel like 2 completely different people right now. Person 1 is crazy and ambitious, willing to leave behind her family/boyfriend/friends to make her life goals a reality. Person 2 is scared to do all that and ok with staying because it’s safe and comfortable. She also is really looking forward to moving in with her boyfriend and decorating their room. She is going to take a chemistry class this semester and apply for FIT’s fashion/museum studies MA.

Sounds like it will be ok to be either one of those people. I just can’t figure out which one I want to be more :( This is agonizing.